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[02 Mar 2005|08:16pm]
NEW LJ NAME



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Heather
x♥o♥x♥o
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WHOOOOOO [01 Mar 2005|03:54pm]
[ mood | awesome ]
[ music | I JUST WANNA LIVE ]

ONCE AGAIN

i changed my layout

ALL BY MYSELF!

kudos for HeathaD

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SITTING AT HOME DOING ABSOULTLY FREAKING NOTHING [27 Feb 2005|05:48pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | From First To Last ]

Ive changed up my layout a bit. Much love for Sid Vicious

Sundays are lazy days. I love em. Besides the fact that i have to up and to school the next morning. ERRRRR

Ive accually been in a good mood today. Thanx to Roach. Hes good to talk to when you feel shitty

Sickjestaclown08: I LOVE YOU!!

see?


I really need to start paying attention in school more. Ive been slacking. Now that heather has lost her licence, and has to stay home untill she finds it, that gives me time to stay home and accually DO my homework. Ive grounded myself. Im not doing anything this weekend unless i pass geometry. And start passing tests in History. Cause i can never seem to do that! *RIPS HAIR OUT*

Me and Hailey have been talking alot latley. Its brought back ALOT of memories. Im laffing just thinking about them. =)

well ima go lay around and be lazy, cause thats wut you do on sunday =)

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and i dont want to live this life [27 Feb 2005|02:04pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | sex pistols- streets of london ]

YEP it happened. Me and Brendan broke up.

I just had a feeling that didnt feel right.
Were much better off as friends. Hes still an awesome person.

Well this weekend was fun. But i dont have time to give details.



LATA PLAYAS


♥ HeathaD ♥

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[26 Feb 2005|11:27pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | movie- The Notebook ]



MY PROM DRESS!

but i cant decide if i want to keep it or not, so tell me wut you think

i know its a crappy pic, but you can blame my mom for that

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QUIZES [26 Feb 2005|01:14pm]
Trisha
You are Trisha.


Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla


paradise kiss boy
You are the bad boy / girl of your school. You
have little faith in yourself and usually find
escape in some sort of addicting substance or
yourself. You would rather torture others
above anything else. You regularly skip
school and when you go, always tend to ditch a
certain class. Some classmates can fear you
while others pity you...and your family. (No
offense) Your cruel behavior and abject
personality tends to single you out from the
crowd...and you prefer life this way at times.
However, lonliness can rear its ugly head and
force you seek a way to silence it. But be
warned, your path is dangerous... but only a
strong person can walk this road.

Some
ideal occupations for you can be a Police
officer, Celebrity (who doesn't love the
badasses?), Wrestler, Polotician, or some sort
of leader. Either way, your destined to be
known by many.


What type of teenager are you?
brought to you by Quizilla


HASH(0x8d3ede8)
You are PUNK! U like being around those who are
really close to u. You get depressed most times
but you just wanna live!You have alot of
feelings and thoughts inside that you keep to
yourself! sometimes you dont know who to trust.
You have friends that believe in you and know the
real you, which means the most.
Thanks, please rate


Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
brought to you by Quizilla
OHH LOOK AT ME IM PUNK!

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BLAH. [26 Feb 2005|10:48am]
[ mood | hung over ]
[ music | sex pistols- god save the queen ]

I WANT A NEW LAYOUT

TOO BAD I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT

ANYONE NICE ENUFF TO DO IT FOR ME LET ME KNOW!


=)

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FUCK YOU [24 Feb 2005|08:38pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | sum41- were all to blame ]

People dont make since. Seriously.
People get mad over the stupidest shit. And hold it against your like your a criminal.

Ive been really confused latley. Like i dont know if i mad a mistake or not. One thing i know was a mistake for sure. But theres so many things ive done, and i cant decide weather or not i made the right choice.
Ive been thinking about the past alot latley. and i miss it terribly.

Life Itself Is Confusing.

Word from the experenced, thing about things hard before you make a decision.








Life Is Filled With Nothing But Mistakes and Confusion

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like violence, you have me. forever & after [16 Feb 2005|11:06pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | MFS- Criminal ]

aww vday was so sweet ♥

Brendan gave me a bunch of pink carnations and a ♥BEAUTIFUL♥ ring with a red heart on it. He gave it to me in such a cute way.

AWWWW Carlbear and Lil Heather go out now =)


goodnight, im tired

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[12 Feb 2005|10:46am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Blink182 ]

people over-exaggerate about braces, its not that bad. Just feel alot of pressure. But no pain =)






♥HeathaD♥

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ERRRR [11 Feb 2005|11:02pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | my chemical romance ]

Tomorrow is going to be fun, yet painful

Its the Vday show, WEEEE!!
BUT I HAVE TO GET FKIN BRACES AT 9 IN THE MORNING
its going to be hell.

hopefully it wont be too bad

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NO SKOOL FOR HEATHA [09 Feb 2005|05:41pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | theKILLERS-mr.brightside ]

Didnt go to school today, woke up this morning and couldnt talk.
There was icky bumps in my throat, and they made it hard to breathe.
Sooo my mom took me to the emergency room, thankfully it only took like 15 minutes for them to call me in. Last time i was there i waited for like 2 hours.
I was confused as hell wondering what could have made me so sick. And then i remembered riding in Connor's jeep when it was 50degrees outside with the top and doors off last night, and when i woke up my fan was on high in my face, when i remember putting it on low. And plus Syd was sick, but i doubt i got it from her.

I feel like someone is beating on my head with a hammer

what a wonderful feeling.

For some reason the gay doctors are making me go to school tomorrow.
When i wake up in the morning and i cant breathe there going to feel dumb.

I can breathe good now, YAY. My head just hurts really bad =(


ok enuff complaining im out


haha and heather didnt go to school either, what a coincidence

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OHH SHIT [08 Feb 2005|08:50pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Blink182-always ]

DAMN this weekend was fun

Friday night, Heather was grounded so we just stayed at her house, and she brought home a present from work...AND WE WENT TO MCDONALDS HAHAHAHA

Saturday she had to work, so i went to the mall and met up with salem at like 2:45. I saw Roach there, he saw me and gave me and huge hug and spun me around... not so good considering the condition i was in at the time. =X
Sarurday was the shit
Partied with: Heather, Salem, Brendan, Carl, JOEL!, Lance, Stix, Jon, April, Anna, Kara, Chazie, Ian ( hes so sweet, he held my hair when i was threwing up..lol), some of the varsity cheerleaders, SIDKNEE!, and many many more....

It was so much fuuunnnnnnn

22 jello shots, 8 cups of budlight, and 3 cups of hawiian/everclear.
I was being a big girl =)
A very, very, very sick big girl

Even tho we left at like 11, it was still kick ass.
Cause Brendan and Carl stayed the night.
HEHEHE

Sunday morning when i woke up, Heather and Carl where lying on the bed talking
Heather was in the middle
And i guess she got up when i wasnt paying attention or was half asleep, and then i woke up with Carl like 2 ft. away from me. Now when you expect to see a lil girl next to you, and you see a mexican with a mohawk sticking up a few inches in your face... its kinda scary

but it was all good cause i got up and jumped on Brendan and woke him up =)
he makes me happy

yet confused

Tell me if you dont agree
RELATIONSHIPS ARE BASED ON TRUST
if there is hardly any trust, whats the point in having a relationship?

I dont hate anything more then being lied to. Wheather your my bestfriend, boyfriends, relative, enemy or anything.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO DO?!



OK IM LEAVING NOW YAY BYE

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WOO HOOOO [06 Feb 2005|01:12am]
[ mood | drunk ]

Drunk like a mug


i need to talk to Brett



i always talk to Brett when im drunk
so i can tell him how much his friendship means to me




BRETT WHERE ARE YOU?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?

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[01 Feb 2005|04:52pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

FUCK
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[27 Jan 2005|07:00pm]
You scored as Cocaine. Be careful, this drug is very addicting, and you can build a tolerance quickly.

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Cocaine

69%

Ecstacy

63%

Marijuana

50%

Mushrooms

44%

Alcohol

44%

None!

31%

Inhalents

19%

What's your ideal drug?
created with QuizFarm.com




wow too bad ive never done cocain before
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LAST NIGHT WAS CRAZYYYYYYY, BUT I LOVED IT [22 Jan 2005|01:16pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | taking back sunday ]

OMG LAST NIGHT WAS SO MUCH FUN


but i do feel guilty lying to my mama :'(


BUT IT WAS STILL FREAKIN AWESOME

we went to Brendan and Jackie's at like 9, had to turn around and go to my house cause i locked my mom out of the house... left there and went to logan's for like 10 minutes...the alcohol wasnt there yet so it was really calm. We left there, went back to Brendans, got there at about 9:45, and everyone was tripping out. Not going to get specific.

But ME on the other hand... had 6 shots of smirnoff tequilla =)

Then Connor came over. Carl and Brendan didnt want to stay the night at Brendans cause they didnt want his parents to see him....So connor came over and kidnapped us.

And i downed wutever it was that was in Connors sonic cup, and i can tell you right now that it WAS NOT a slushie, or anything of the sort...wutever it was made me PUKE. 3 times.

Then we just chilled and then left at about 2am.


OMG it was so fun. I will never forget it

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BEST WEEKEND EVER [16 Jan 2005|03:50pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | the used ]

Im at heathers... DURR

 This weekend was great. The show was on friday night and everyone kicked ass. Expecially MFS, they did awesome. Way better then last month. Alot of people showed up. Like a bunch of robinson people and garage 34 and people that were not expected to go.

Friday night Brendan and Carl stayed the night here at heathers. And last night.

 They are so awesome to hang out with Carl talks in his sleep. And when he exhailes it sounds like a deflating tire.

I got 4 hours of sleep that night(friday) Heather and Carl fell asleep on her bed and me and Brendan fell asleep on the floor. I woke up like every hour. Could hardly sleep cause Brendan was snoring in my ear...lmao

now i am called a MFS groupie

Saturday morning we just layed around till like 3... At about 12 me and heather went in her spare room and woke up the guys. It was the cutest thing in the world. Seeing two guys lay next to each other, one with a spiked up mohawk and the other with liberty spikes.. it was so cute.

We just went to connors and hung out there at like 5 and then came back to heathers and took shots of tequilla rose =).

 It was salems.

I wish she was with us.

i miss her alot

 Brendan is so cute =)

 For all you retards that dont know me and dickface(thomas) broke up

 Last night was awesome. it envolved tequilla rose, concerta and hydro liquid =)

OMG I AM SO FKING GLAD THAT ME AND THOMAS BROKE UP. YOU HAVE NO IDEA

 i really dont know wut i saw in him

 really

well im gunna go

Salem i love you ♥HeathaD♥

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Liz Snores [09 Jan 2005|12:07am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | pawn shop junkies-this tragedy this trend ]

I AM FREAKING TIRED

liz is taking up all the room on the futon. & she snores.
shhhh..

Me and her are/were babysitting at my uncles, it was pretty fun, we made the best of it. We talked to Brendan on the phone for like and hour but had to get off cause my gay phone was going dead.

i cant wait till the show next weekend!

Well im going to wake up liz cause im bored.


heathaD-
o♥x♥o♥x♥o

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[03 Jan 2005|05:16pm]
♥ HEATHER ♥





GUYS ARE DOUCHBAGS.
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